the last interlude to the prelude to a goodbye

[sugar/wiseguy]

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sometimes i think i can't do this, and that while i seem okay, deep down inside my heart it feels like i'm not really ready to say

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goodbye. it's funny how i think Fate brought us together only for me to go away for awhile. but i guess it is something that

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he has to do; it is a life's dream for him anyway. and i just know he'll be great at what he does. it's unfair if had wanted him

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to stay, if you had asked me to. she knows that i would have done it for her. and i was ready to stay, even if it meant

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he sacrifice his dream? no, i can't do that to the person i love so much. besides, i trust him with all my heart. the love i feel from

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her comes in waves so strong that sometimes i can almost see it. i'm eternally grateful to her for letting me do this. one year

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seems like such a long time. but i think if we just hold on and believe in one another, and have faith that our love

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can survive distance and time, then i know nothing is impossible. i'm not going to let distance nor time be an excuse to

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not love him any more, because i believe in us. i believe that Fate brought us together for a reason, and i really think he is

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my forever, insyaallah. i'm going to do anything i can to

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keep our candles burning bright and strong because

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i love

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him/her

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with all my heart and soul

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sighs..~

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hmm..~

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another week to go. i still don't feel like

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saying goodbye.

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